. . . and found myself here. I don't know why I am here. Or for that matter where I am, except that I am here. For sure.

Do I stay or do I go? I don't know. Difficult to decide with so little to go on. I've dipped a toe, without breaking any ice so as to speak. Maybe like all new things, a chance should be given to see what emerges.
Yes, thats what I will do.
See what emerges.
If anything does - emerge that is.
And if nothing does emerge, well . . . I will cross that bridge when it happens.